Pa asked politely, "Goin' west?"
"Nope. We come from there. Goin' back home.
We can't make no livin' out there."
"Where's home?" Tom asked.
"Panhandle, come from near Pampa."
Pa asked, "Can you make a livin' there?"
"Nope. But at leas' we can starve to death
with folks we know. Won't have a bunch a fellas that hates us to starve
with."
Pa said, "Ya know, you're the second fella
talked like that. What makes 'em hate you?"
"Dunno," said the man. He cupped his
hands full of water and rubbed his face, snorting and bubbling. Dusty water ran
out of his hair and streaked his neck.
"I like to hear some more 'bout this,"
said Pa.
"Me too," Tom added. "Why these
folks out west hate ya?"
The man looked sharply at Tom. "You jus'
goin' wes'?"
"Jus' on our way."
"You ain't never been in California?"
"No, we ain't."
"Well, don' take my word. Go see for
yourself."
"Yeah," Tom said, "but a fella kind
a likes to know what he's gettin' into."
"Well, if you truly wanta know, I'm a fella
that's asked questions an' give her some thought. She's a nice country. But she
was stole a long time ago. You git acrost the desert an' come into the country
aroun' Bakersfield. An' you never seen such purty country—all orchards, an'
grapes, purtiest country you ever seen. An' you'll pass lan' flat an' fine with
water thirty feet down, and that lan's layin' fallow. But you can't have none
of that lan'. That's a Lan' and Cattle Company. An' if they don't want ta work
her, she ain't gonna git worked. You go in there an' plant you a little corn,
an' you'll go to jail!"
"Good lan', you say? An' they ain't workin'
her?"
"Yes, sir. Good lan' an' they ain't! Well,
sir, that'll get you a little mad, but you ain't seen nothin'. People gonna
have a look in their eye. They gonna look at you an' their face says, 'I don't
like you, you son-of-a-bitch.' Gonna be deputy sheriffs, an' they'll push you
aroun'. You camp on the roadside, an' they'll move you on. You gonna see in
people's face how they hate you. An'—I'll tell you somepin. They hate you
'cause they're scairt. They know a hungry fella gonna get food even if he got
to take it. They know that fallow lan's a sin an' somebody' gonna take it. What
the hell! You never been called 'Okie' yet."
Tom said, "Okie? What's that?"
"Well, Okie use' ta mean you was from
Oklahoma. Now it means you're a dirty son-of-a-bitch. Okie means you're scum.
Don't mean nothing itself, it's the way they say it. But I can't tell you
nothin'. You got to go there. I hear there's three hunderd thousan' of our
people there—an' livin' like hogs, 'cause ever'thing in California is owned.
They ain't nothin' left. An' them people that owns it is gonna hang on to it if
they got ta kill ever'body in the worl' to do it. An' they're scairt, an' that
makes 'em mad. You got to see it. You got to hear it. Purtiest goddamn country
you ever seen, but they ain't nice to you, them folks. They're so scairt an'
worried they ain't even nice to each other."
Tom looked down into the water, and he dug his
heels into the sand. "S'pose a fella got work an' saved, couldn' he get a
little lan'?"
The older man laughed and he looked at his boy,
and his silent boy grinned almost in triumph. And the man said, "You ain't
gonna get no steady work. Gonna scrabble for your dinner ever' day. An' you
gonna do her with people lookin' mean at you. Pick cotton, an' you gonna be
sure the scales ain't honest. Some of 'em is, an' some of 'em ain't. But you
gonna think all the scales is crooked, an' you don't know which ones. Ain't
nothin' you can do about her anyways."
Pa asked slowly, "Ain't—ain't it nice out
there at all?"
"Sure, nice to look at, but you can't have
none of it. They's a grove of yella oranges—an' a guy with a gun that got the
right to kill you if you touch one. They's a fella, newspaper fella near the
coast, got a million acres—"
Casy looked up quickly, "Million acres? What
in the worl' can he do with a million acres?"
"I dunno. He jus' got it. Runs a few cattle.
Got guards ever'place to keep folks out. Rides aroun' in a bullet-proof car. I
seen pitchers of him. Fat, sof' fella with little mean eyes an' a mouth like a
ass-hole. Scairt he's gonna die. Got a million acres an' scairt of dyin'."
Casy demanded, "What in hell can he do with a
million acres? What's he want a million acres for?"
The man took his whitening, puckering hands out of
the water and spread them, and he tightened his lower lip and bent his head
down to one shoulder. "I dunno," he said. "Guess he's crazy.
Mus' be crazy. Seen a pitcher of him. He looks crazy. Crazy an' mean."
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